THIS WORLD

What is it coming to ? I wonder alot about the direction this Universe is taking and what kind of a world will it be when my children are grown up . What will it be like for all future generations ?
I am appalled and saddened about the ongoing war in Iraq I understand fighting for your country and being brave but at what cost ? so many young men dead and so many families shattered .
The recent shootings in Virginia and all the innocent lives lost , for what ??
The natural disasters are becoming more and more common . I do believe that a natural disaster will eventually reshape this entire universe and whether it is a combination of global warming and disasters it is only a matter of time... .
I was saddened to hear about a drunk driving accident that killed a young 28 year old mother today , two of her babies were thrown out of the mini van she was traveling in the babies survived but will grow up without a mother .
Myself being an ALCOHOLIC and a former drunk driver I empathize with the loss of the mother and the foolish young man whom made the choice to get behind the wheel and use his car as a weapon . I don't feel any sympathy for him , but I do hope that he has a conscience and morals and that he realizes the horrendous thing he has done .
It took two incidents of getting a DWI for me to really get it ! Ashamed of myself yes but I forgave myself a long time ago , I stopped feeling sorry for myself a long time ago . I owned up and faced my shame , humiliation , and defiance head on to get my life to where it is now .
I pray for all the innocent victims whom will be killed by a drunk driver and I also pray for the people who will be behind the wheel doing the killing . Double edged sword . I think this world would be a much better place without alcohol in it , People misuse it and then claim to be an alcoholic to get leniency in the courts . Those are the ones whom sicken me they need mental health help not the rooms of AA .
God did not intend for the world to become what it is today and that is the saddest thing of all .

NUMBER 109

Nothing special about that number , it seemed like a logical choice to name the blog . I am tired right now but I felt like writing a bit . I am doing 6 days the last couple of weeks and will continue to for the next month and a half . I took Saturday days off to attend soccer games but I work Sat nights to help out . Not sure how much longer I will do this , this is seriously cutting into my social life which is close to nil these days with my work schedule . I don't have time for much , I rarely have time for myself . The bills are being paid and I am grateful for that so I can't complain too much . Patrick's Communion is right around the corner only a month away , I have decided to have a party at my house after . I honestly can't wait till it is over , I am excited for him yet the sooner it is done with the better .
I had a bad experience with a man I had been speaking to he began calling me 7 or 8 times a day and we hadn't even met yet ! I had a good vibe in the beginning and before we had a chance to meet my gut kicked in and am I glad it did , I started feeling like something wasn't right and he was coming on way too strong way too fast so I backed out of our planned meeting and completely blew him off . He wasn't a happy camper but I didn't give a shit . I told him he sounded DESPERATE , I really thought he was a habitual cheater and desperate at the same time . That's what my gut was telling me . I have moved onto bigger and better men LOL .
Other then that nothing much else to say .