It feels like Fall is here with a bang , this rainy weather is horrible and I am longing to be back in Florida . I have a feeling Winter is going to be brutal in NY . I am definitely not looking forward to it . We were very lucky last winter it was so mild and we only had 9 or 10 really really cold days I remember it well because I rode my bike to work the entire winter with the exception of the really snowy and icy days which there weren't too many of . I actually rode with snow on the ground I must of been out of my mind LOL . At least I can laugh at myself .
I am itching to drive again and I am looking into finally putting David's truck on the road , I have to see what's wrong with it and if it's worth fixing , if so I will fix it and see how much insurance I will be banged out for . One of my dear friends is willing to insure it under her if that's allowable or she is also willing to share her car with me and have the interlock installed in her car ! My girlfriend is wonderful for offering that to me and I am grateful , she has alot of confidence in me and she truly believes I will never drink and drive again she is confident that I will never drink again ! An offer like that just leaves me speechless she is truly a great person with an amazing heart .
I have alot going on this year , Patrick plays his first soccer game tomorrow ( Anthony decided to sit out this season and play again in the Spring) and the kids religion classes start soon as well as soccer practice and my school starts at the end of the month and I really, really need a car to manage all this running . I am also looking to join a Gym if I can swing it , I am in amazing shape and have thus far maintained my weight I actually lost a couple of pounds this week but I am having so much difficulty losing the weight around my middle . I look really good now but I know I can improve on that . When I was on vacation I used the fitness room at the hotel and I really enjoyed it . I could benefit alot from using the machines in a Gym . My right hip is bothering me alot and one of my knees is messed up the more I work them out the better they feel . I definitely have a full plate to deal with but I like the chaos of my life whenever one thing lets up another starts up .
I am also dating someone wonderful , yes I know I am insane ( all my buddies here can send me emails on your thoughts if you like .
I was taking a break but this one just kind of happened we met at my job ( I broke a cardinal rule dating a customer that is something I have never done ) and we have been flirting with one another for a couple of months and he has been stopping in to see me everyday sometimes twice a day , and we finally went out to dinner last night and it was like Bam !!! He is so intelligent , affectionate and oh so handsome ! I love my men intelligent , affectionate , and I am always a sucker for a good looking guy ! . He is a real sweetie and we have some real chemistry going between us . He is quite a bit older then me which doesn't really matter but long term I can't see myself with him . I truly enjoy his company and I think we will have alot of fun together .
Bad news from my ex husband this week , He contracted Hepatitis C 2 or 3 years ago and it is not improving because he has continued to drink so he has to go on chemo to try and beat it . He informed me that when he gets layed off in the winter that he will start chemo and that he will be going to court to have the child support reduced because he will be going on disability . He also tells me that Child support collection unit is on his ass about all the back support he owes me and he wants to know if there is something I can do about it .The nerve ! This whole entire year he has only paid me one weeks worth of support for each month and he has worked steady all summer . And I have struggled for most of the year . I am praying hard for him because he needs the prayers more than I need the support . I have managed to take care of my children and myself with the bare minimum from him and now he is fighting for his health . It really is ironic isn't it ? Bitter yes I am but I am graciously putting that aside so that I can live with myself . I wonder how how lives with himself and his actions ? I am proud of the way I live my life . There was a time I couldn't say that but for today I try to always be honest and respect others . I cannot live any other way it just goes against my grain .
After putting in a 7 day work week I only have two more days to go till my day off and I cannot wait ! I am exhausted , I have worked straight through since I got back from vacation and I have made great money and I am ahead of all the bills for a change ! YIPEE ! I am bone tired and need a full day spa treatment .. I Have so much I need to get done this week so no rest for me just yet .
Well that's all my news for the week , it's been an exciting one and I am ready for a nice workout and then my bed . Labels: FUN, INDECISIVE, THOUGHT