LIVING

I have officially returned to land of the living ! No more shutting myself off from everyone who cares about me , I am coming out of my month long funk and I am living my life the way it should be lived . Went to the beach today with D and the boys and it was a perfect beach day it was just hot enough and it gave me a day of much needed thought , I have always been able to clear my head when I sit near the ocean and it did the trick today . I have started praying again for the ex actually for all the ex's LOL very true .. There were some very cute surfer dudes at the beach today and I was openly flirting with one and totally enjoying it ! I told my daughter today that I wished I was young again around 20 something and I have been thinking about that statement all day and come to the realization that I am perfectly happy right where I am at the age I am because I KNOW exactly what I want in life and for my future it is so clear to me and at 20 something you just don't have a clue , you certainly think you know what you want but in reality you haven't matured enough to realize it yet . Some women may disagree with me on this but the majority of women even older then me have agreed with me on this . For the women out there who think they know what they want don't be insulted by this take it as some wisdom from a woman who has been there done that many times over and who also thought she knew what she wanted at that age but now knows better. I have a special date coming up on Friday night and I cannot wait for Friday to come around , I am excited !!!! Everyone have a great weekend ..